Oh man guys, I’m suffering… my eczema has been so painful lately. I hate this stage where I can barely turn my head and there’s so much pain that a gust of wind scares me. There are urges to cry and scream at the same time and just beg for mercy while you’re also just extremely angry and frustrated. Today I tried to sleep some of that pain away and it helped.
MM says I have to cut fat. Since I last weight myself at 138 lbs and can still hold handfuls of my gut, I can stand to lose some. That should help me from feeling like I’m deprived or something. Plus it’d be nice to have a hot body. I’ve done cleanses before so it’s totally doable to refrain from eating fat until late lunch or dinner. The asks seem very reasonable. I guess I’m going to sleep more. Seems like my body really needs it.